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Okay, I thought I was better about this after talking it out with my mom earlier, but I’m not. And hey, maybe I’m the one who’s wrong about this, but I think not.

 

So here we go, it’s a rant, so if you don’t want to read, that’s fine, but I seriously had to get it out somewhere, I’m just so….furious!!

 

My sister has a lovely Doberman named Regina, she’s had her since she was a little puppy, small enough to hold with one hand. My sister has had her for over five years now, and today I just learned she got rid of her. Her Regina! That dog was her best friend, the two were inseparable, and Regina see’s my sister as her whole world. Apparently Regina growled or snapped at her son who’s about a year old who has begun ‘petting animals’ rather hard, he most likely hit her to hard and she protested. I can see why, when he was over once he hit my cat Tsume so hard I actually heard the contact sound a room away, and when I told him ‘No! Gentle!” which I know he knows what it means, he gave me a dirty look.

 

But that’s not the part that pisses me off, they got rid of her, just like that. To her husband’s brother mind you, but even so, he even lives in a place that doesn't allow large dogs like that! What are they thinking!? Few things in this world piss me off more than people who get rid of/neglect their pets for any reason, she barely got any attention at all these days, which I get…to some extent, they are first time parents. But treating companion animals like they're a disposable commodity? When you bring an animal into your life, you are making a commitment to care for them for the duration of their lifetime. Dogs especially are highly social creatures with deep emotional connections and bonds to their pack, which is the family they are a part of. When they are taken away from their pack, it's deeply hurtful to them. Is it always convenient or easy to care for them when you have kids to look after as well? No, but they are YOUR responsibility, the same as your children are. And what bothers me the most is they weren't even willing to try, to try and correct their son’s behavior or Regina’s, but simply get rid of her.

Now her husband always wants a dog in the house, oh really!? You don’t think that will happen again? What are you going to do, get rid of them too?? Because it's to much work, is that it?

I feel so bad for Regina it’s heartbreaking, she is so sweet, I know she would never, ever hurt him, she’s so protective oh him, I know she wouldn't. But it doesn't matter apparently. Now they just have two horses that haven’t left their property or been ridden in over a year, they stand there like lawn ornaments. And yet one is still underweight.

I just….ah. I love my sister, truly, but this is so low, so lazy. They say “oh well maybe we’ll get her back when the kids are older.” She has a girl on the way, so what, 4 years, 5!? Will she be your dog? Will he even be the same after this!? 

 

I remember dog-sitting for her, and I remember the look on her face when my sister wold come home after 3 days of being gone, it was pure joy. And I also remember her heart-broken look when she left, and how distraught she was at night because my sister wasn't there.

Now it will be every night, that that poor, sweet dog will feel that way. And if they visit, she'll think they're taking her home, but they never will...they'll just leave without her, again. And she's so smart, there isn't a shadow of doubt in my mind, that this won't crush her.

 

It’s just…cruel. It breaks my heart. I just can't believe, my sister, would do that. Just go along with it, and not even try for Regina's sake. I realize how important their son is, but wasn't Regina important too? Wasn't she apart of your family?

 

And my sister just told me…and shrugged it off when she gave me the news, and moved on.

She was just so calm. I just don’t understand.
I just think..."If you won't even try to care for a pony you've had for 9 years, and a dog you've had for 5, and you neglected them both, why will your children be any different?"



I just don’t understand why she wouldn't even try.

 



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1) You must post these rules.
2) Each person has to share 10 facts about themselves.
3) Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 10 you tag.
4) Choose 10 people and put their icons in your journal.
5) Go to their page and inform them that they have been tagged by you.



6) Not something like "You are tagged if you read that".
7) You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
8) No tag-backs.
9) You can't say that you don't do tags.
10) You MUST make a journal entry! No comments.

I do not recognize the authority of the tag laws. I therefore call them into question and refuse to take action against other deviants, therefor I am a good deviant.






Facts about me


1. Now that I've learned to draw well realistically...I still don't care for it.

2. I'm a sucker for "forbidden love" scenarios when written well, I'm looking at you Stephanie Meyer, your writing style sucks.

3. I bottle my negative emotions all day then release them by ranting in my car. That car has heard some shit.

4. I keep more secrets than I should because I'm afraid people will reject me for things that are out of my control.

5. I'm terrified of hospitals.

6. I can't draw well without music, in fact, I don't do much in silence besides develop photos in a dark room and sleep.

7. I still have no idea what I want to be when I grow up, which is bad because I'm 22.

8. Sometimes I forget who I am and wonder in confusion why I do what I do on a daily basis. 

9. I haven't had a real boyfriend since I was 14.
And I wouldn't call that real.

10. Speaking of which #9. makes me feel really uncomfortable. It's not like I don't go out on dates or push people away intentionally, but after a few dates guys have just... lost interest? 
I don't get that, and it's hard not to take personally.






Questions:

1.What type of music do you like?
Vocaloid: Something I listen to daily.:heart:
Hatsune Miku-04 (Laughs) MIKU I LOVE YOU!!!:heart:
Miku makes me happy.
Metal: Usually when I'm in a bad mood or oddly in winter.
Rock & Pop: When I feel angsty or like a badass for no reason, usually when the temperature is 60' or 70' and usually while driving.

2.Who's the most important person(s) in the world to you?
My mom, brother, sister, my friends Jen and Tammy, more family~, Tsume, Kushami, etc.

3.Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
On the back of a dragon living anonymously and seeing the world. Heck if I know, honestly I don't like human society enough to plan ahead for that shit, maybe I'll stay in college forever.

4.How has the DA community affected you?
I wouldn't have found my drive and love for Photoshop and graphic design like I have! I'm now a very happy graphic design major in college.

5.What was the worst moment in your life?
Eeeehhh.... That would be encountering a huge black mass in a old manor in Florida. It rushed at me and threw me down a flight of stairs, then laughed. Honestly I've never been so terrified in my whole life. There's more to that story but it's a long one and I don't like going into it.

6.What is your theme song?
Rolling Girl: Rock Instrumental.
No song speaks to me more, so to speak.



7.How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
361.9237001 cubic centimeters of wood per day.

8.Do you appreciate you current life?
Yes and no. Day to day yes, but I have serious concerns about my family's "mainly my mom's" future.

9.Are you not entertained?
I'm distracting myself from important work! :D
Because I'm really tired....


10.Pancake or Waffle?

Sweety Muffin Why not muffin?



My questions:
Well seeing as how I'm not tagging anyone that seems redundant, I'm sure this chain will live on without me.
I doono, how about you tell me 10 things about you?


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It's 2AM.
It's technically my last day of spring break.

Guess what I'm doing?:la:








Playing Goat Simulator. Like a Boss.


Sleep is for the weak.

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What's your real name?
Nicole Anne Smith! Don't you dare call me Nicky! The only acceptable nickname I go by is Cole-Cole. But I like just being called Nicole. :dummy: lol, I am Nicole, a Smith. :giggle: Get it? 
If you ever switch my first and middle name I will come to your house and cut your pretty face.

How tall are you?
I'm...5"9 1/2 I think. Something like that!

What's your natural hair color?
My hairdresser calls it "Warm Mocha" I call it brown. :aww:

What's your eye color?
Brown~

What's your orientation?
Straight, though I don't know why it's anyone's business anyway.:shrug:

Are you single, taken or undecided?
I'm single!:dummy: I like it, even though some people want me to date more... to that I just say why?
I am perfectly happy being alone, I don't need to attach myself to anyone, and if I find a special someone out there wonderful, if not oh well! :)

What do you do in your spare time?
Hehe, spare time, your pretty funny! I go to a University, that's pretty much it.
When I'm not I play WoW, listen to tons of music, draw, wander, daydream endlessly, watch everything....

What's your job or occupation?
Job.:lmao:  Again, I go to a University as a future graphic designer. :dummy:

What do you like about yourself?
I LOVE MYSELF I'm the only me I have, it's inportant to like yourself! I'm awesome, I tell myself every day, and sometimes other people tell me too!
And if people don't like me, who cares? I like me, my friends like me, my family likes me, and I like you guys! I'm happy with that. :D

What do you dislike about yourself?
I'm not a dragon~ but they would probably nuke me if I was!:rofl:

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
"Holy shit, this girl is on crack." I'm energetic! I'm outgoing, I'm nice, I like to chase squirrels in public!:la:
I'm not joking, I like to chase them...I'll get you one day you little bastard.

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I'm a..um...Episcopal? Is that you you spell it? Yeah I think so, they are "Protestant, yet Catholic" and I couldn't care less.:meow:
It's a fun word to say and that's it, I don't really practice a religion, I just like to study them in history.
There are incredible worlds and things out there you wouldn't believe if I told you~:heart:

Do you drink?
I like hard lemonade~ Except pink, pink lemonade is nasty.
But I have Acute Porphyria so I can't drink much or often.

Do you smoke?
Again it would aggravate my Porphyria, so unless I want a attack I cant...well... there is one thing I can smoke without repercussions! ;P


What are your major fears?
Being trapped in my own life *jobs, unhappy marriage, kids*, actually I'm scared of my Porphyria, so I'm scared to have kids because it could go really wrong for me really fast. 
Or if I get something incurable sexually my Porphyria would ruin my life with constant pain... there's a lot I'm scared to do because of it. But I could always adopt, which would be great!!
So I'd have to find a partner who would just have to understand that. :)

Do you have any dreams or goals?
I want to be free, like, really really free! Go where I want with who I want, whenever I want and see the whole world, I want to see everything!!
I want to explore!!

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Yes, no. Crushes? Sure, I mean honestly who hasn't? And a ex? I don't have any! Most guys who showed interest usually just kinda..'evaporate' after a while. Kinda a bummer yes, but hey, I want to be friends first! I won't be involved intimately with anyone who isn't my best friend, complete trust. 100%. I don't push them away by any means, but I won't lie either. I literally can't fake it, like my mom I'm one of the realest people you'll ever meet!!
I guess it scares people.:shrug:

Who's your best buddy(s)?
ALL MY WATCHERS :heart: And in real life Jen and Tammy are my best friend in the whole wide world and I love them! :doublehug: revamp 

What's your favorite food?
Spaghetti!!

What's your favorite drink?
:pepsi:

What's your favorite color?
CYAN!! And Yellow, White, Magenta, Green, Red, Blue, and Black!!! :la:
:FeelingFree: 

If you had a super power, what would it be?
Shape-shifting into anything I wanted!!!


What's your favorite movie?
((MY TOP 5))
#1. Spirited Away
#2. Princess Mononoke
#3. Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
#4. How to Train Your Dragon
#5. The Last Unicorn 

What's your least favorite food?
Anything really spicy.

What's the last meal you want before you die?
Hm~ I think Spaghetti with a side of broccoli and mixed vegetables with mint chocolate chip ice cream for dessert. 

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I drive a little grey Toyota Corolla S, I want my sisters electric blue Toyota Matrix! I called dibs when she doesn't want it! :shuffelin: 

What is your most disliked bug?
Flies and mosquitoes. :stare: I hate them. I realize why we need them, but I hate them.

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Metal on metal sound just....nonononono. 
I don't like when people chew with their moths open either, or speak hate/ignorance as stone cold facts they think everyone agrees on.
Or dentist drills...*shudder*

What do you dislike in life?
I don't like Hospitals or Graveyards, long story, not going into the details. It's just~ some places I just cant go, it's not that I'm scared of them, some ore even okay! 
But others, well~ sometimes issues come up that make me feel more than uncomfortable, some houses are even like that, sometimes even people! 
My life has strange moments of taking a normal day and turning it extraordinary, sometimes good sometimes not. There are places to this day that I won't dare step one foot it, not for anything.


Tag 5 people (You don't have to do it if you don't want to!):
Anyone who wants too!



I AM THE NIGHT. Batman Emote 


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And I only lost one dart! :la:  Llama Emoji 27 (Awesome) [V2]
And yes, my brother did laugh at me because it took 20 darts to select 4, 5 people! A stray dart chose the fifth, it landed so perfectly.:lmao:

Art Trade Slots:
4.  Bluefoxyz :iconbluefoxyz:
*Roulette round!!*

And I'm issuing every one of you a very special challenge!! :plotting:
Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] 
Your task? Nicoláe.

New Nicolae Reference Sheet by LightDragon777

This is for all who were chosen, here's what I would like!
:star: Re-design, or improve upon Nicoláe's Aerial Combat Dragon Form.
I'd like all her basic colors to remain, brown, rust, gold, cream, white, black, but go crazy on the design! I also ask that you make her as robotic or android like as you can.
I want to re-design the whole character badly, and this form is driving me up my walls, so I need some ideas! Go crazy! Cannons, jets, rocket propulsion, lasers, however you would make her!
If I love it enough I may make it a permanent part of the character! Or I may fuse them all together! If you're all cool with it that is. :la: 
You can use all of this -> lightdragon777.deviantart.com/… , lightdragon777.deviantart.com/… , as inspiration! Because little know fact Nicoláe is Angels reincarnation! 

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Llama Emoji-37 (Teehee) [V2]  ~Now what would you guy's like from me? 


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